I am having a kinda crappy day. Nikki wanted to go to the Yuma “Hands Off” protest with a few dozen signs (she apparently was the “go to” person for those without. So I went with her to offer support and perhaps to bail her out if needed. LOL!
But it also overwhelmed me. I have been hiding from politics for quite some time now. The wave after wave of inhuman nonsense has completely worn me down. So after seeing the battle in person … and more than a few shouts from passing cars not in agreement … I decided to rest at home with the news. Reading about potential genocides. Our own government putting people in shackles and using them as if they were anything other than human beings. It became way, way way too much.
So. Why is this here, on my Patreon? Because I’m burned out on YouTube as well. I’ve been trying so hard to create this polished and professional nomadic life experience, but the current has been pushing me back for so long that I’m just plain ole tired. And like trying to live with the political circus, I need to learn to live with The Real World Of YouTube and all of its BS as well.
Maybe I just need to pull back a little, stop trying to make Netflix-Worthy videos, and just talk to everybody about topics that are important to this life. Just be me, instead of trying to make it something else. And today, that feels like a refreshing way to do something I love. And forgotten how to enjoy.
Yea, I’m in a funk today and I decided to share it. Not hide from it. After all, it’s life, right? We all have these days. So maybe tomorrow (or the next day) when I come up from under the cloud, I can learn from it and maybe do a little better, happiness-wise.
Thanks to everyone for coming along on this journey with me. You being here means more than you know.